Rawr! You know what I really don’t like? The flirtation period. Yeah. That period where all you do is flirt with the person. I hate it because I have no clue what the f-ck he’s thinking! I mean, all we did was hang out. We listened to the soundtrack of the Broadway version of Smokey Joe’s Cafe and he got really into it. Explaining who sung what in VCU’s production last year. Recreating the songs he sung and trying to remember the dances. He was so cute. :p We also had a little physical “fight,” it was just me attacking him with a pillow and his lifting me up because he made fun of my petite size and young age. Don’t expect to be reading this and seeing me type, “then we passionately made out on his living room floor next to his room mate’s dog” because it didn’t happen. Haha. Xp The farthest it got was him tickling me when I held his shirt hostage. He actually gave it to me by flinging it at me so that’s his fault.

But I hate not knowing what he’s thinking or what his view of me are. I mean, he has to be interested in me in some form because of what we’ve already done and he still wants to hang out without repeating that event (unlike some f-ckers I know). Right?

 But we did our scenes today. I totally freaked out but it turned out well. I went into my higher voice at points but I can’t put emotions in at points if I’m concentrated on being low. I actually fell on the floor when Greg pushed me. I thought it was a nice touch to the struggle.

SETC is in a week. Next wednesday morning I’ll be leaving for Tennessee for a theatre conference and hopefully be getting a summer internship. I’m so freaked out because my printer doesn’t work and I need to make a portfolio and resumes. I need a miracle.

-:- autumn