lady fall

I’m sick of boys. I just need to concentrate on my work. That’s what I’ve been doing this week. Well, concentrating on my work as a scenic painter. And guess what? They’re talking about me. Not like last semester when they thought I was going to drop out of the program. They’re talking about how much potential they see for me as a painter. :] And if I keep working they way I am, I get recommended for a paint charge position next year. Being a sophomore and already a paint charge would be a blessing! Wait – my head hurts. Back to sleep. But next year’s going to be great. XD All the seniors are girls next year. It’s going to be so much fun.

-:- autumn

Life is a rollar coaster.
Ups & Downs.
Highs & lows.
Good times & bad memories.
Rules?
Who makes the rules?
Not you.
I’m not following your f-ckin’ rules.
I’ll make my own damn rules.
You may follow them or not if you please.
You may f-ck me or f-ck off.
I’m tired of you twisted mind games.
I’m not your marionette.
I have plenty who are lined up for me -
Wishing to posses what you already have.
You should be damn happy you’re lucky to have me.
I’m a mother f-ckin’ princess b-tch.

-:- autumn

Today was an extremely long day. Woke up at 7am and classes from 9am to 12noon. I just chilled for a while because hoestly, my head was hurting. Skipped FI because I know I can’t stand that class with something so distracting. Worked on a Kit Kat Boy’s vest from 2 – 3:30pm. Those pockets are so f-cking hard. And it’s even more pressure because everyone is going to see it in the show. Went to the shop but painting was in it’s dry time so chilled for a while before going back around 4:20pm. I’ve been painting from then until 1:15am with about an hourish break total. My hands and pants are stained with black and my feet with drops of brown paint. I am so f-cking tired but that drop is going to look amazing in my portfolio.

-:- autumn